Rewrite the Stars- Connecting the Dots

 It all started with a thought called 'me' , when I was lost and unsure of what I was doing with my life. Then in the midst of all these thoughts, I visited Punakha Tsechhu and began wondering, was it all worth it? After all, there are lots of unseen things. Again during the Tsechhu time, I won a barbie doll and these took me back to 2010s, during my innocent day. I got a glimpse of my hippocampus. Then, someone asked me about my first love and I answered that it is none other than my own grandma who has a heart of gold. But her love was not enough. I was not loving myself and my mind and me, we are consistently battling over things. Once again, there is that one song which always calms me and saves me from all the stress. Dandelion by Ruth B makes me nostalgic and miss my high school friends. Oh!  Right at the moment, I have friends that I can call home with the weirdest first impressions of them. I am super grateful that all the stars have collided and brought us together. Moreover, for past few weeks I have been trying to manifest the backache I had, by speaking things into existence and it really helped in easing the pain. I am trying to manifest that everything I want, wants me more.  In addition, now I am trying to overcome the self criticism by practicing self compassion. I am trying to appreciate my self for who I am and I am trying to compliment myself more often. Anyways, I am proud to say that I am learning something new everyday. Now, I have new goals. I realized I want to be everywhere but no where to belong. I want to escape the ordinary and in 10 years time, I want my older and matured self to look back and say "Damn, I really did believe in myself and it worked". This is not the end, it is just another beginning.