A Thought Called 'ME'

When people asked me who I wanted to become in life, I have been telling them that I was going with the flow and also, I was convinced about it. I was sure that with time, everything would work out and all the puzzles would come together to give a good picture. I was leaving all my worries, burdens and problems in the hand of time to figure it out. Last week, the classes began for the spring semester and one of the module tutors asked the students about their dreams and ambition in life. That is when I realized that I did not have any ambition nor any goals in my life, yet I was convincing myself that I am going with the flow. This whole time I was running around a labyrinth passing through same places time and again, exhausted, not caring to calm myself, think and find a way. I was so lost and was deceiving myself the whole time not being able to accept the harsh reality. I am still scared of getting hurt but now I want to break free from all the things that is holding me back and give myself a chance to find a way as the difficult roads often lead to a beautiful destination.